Having some fun :)

Howdy,

 It's been a while again since last time, time flies, and life got in the way as we say, My lil pup grows and grows and he keeps me busy every spare moment :)

 But it's lovely! How have you been? Have you begun to feel the summer? Here it is as beautiful now with lilac and cherry trees in full bloom love this island this time of year,

 But I also feel a bit down, sad, empty, something is missing, or someone, life is sometimes hard even when everything seems so good on the surface,

But, it's perhaps not always you show how you really feel deep down inside, either, sometimes one can put up a facade, which says that all is well,, Misunderstandings can destroy so much,, and to get them right is sometimes not so easy ,,

Well anyways ,, i hope you all are well ,,

I am going to hit the sofa ,, and see an old film an western :)

Take care of you , and dont be so hard on yourself ore your friends maybe everything isen`t the way you think ,, we can all be wrong sometimes !

LOVE <3

Time to dust this blog of =)

Hi ,, 

So much has happend , i dont know where to start ,  but i start with a pic of my new pup Drover ,,  hes name ias from the amazing film Australia ,, hes a Shiloh Shepherd and now 12 weeks ! 

April 10 its 6 month sins i last my dear Totti  my beautiful Flat Coated Retriever ,,   the time has been  had om us because   we miss him terrible ,,  and every day something is missing ,,

A new pup can never take hes place  but it can and has given som joy and happiness  and we truly need that after everything ..  So this is Drover =)) 


Talk soon , Hugs and Love

Happy Weekend !

Hi Friends !

I hope you all are ok and feel great where ever in the world you are !!

I only stop by short to wish you all a Fantabulous weekend !

In sweden we have had lots lots of snow ,, and its freeeezing cold ,, but you have to have some sunshine in your mind and heart ..

I have been very busy and not able to write as i want to but i hope i will find some time for it this weekend :)

Stay safe , stay cool and have fun :)  And dont drink & drive atleast wait for the red light ;)  !

Hugh Hugs & Love

Love Across Continents !

There are those who can wait for each other for ten years and there are those who have lived together for ten years and thought it was a prison.

I must tell you something about my grumpy post yesterday, there's a sweet story of the tragic story about my friend who was expelled. When he lived here in Sweden, he met a girl and they fall in love and they're still together even though he lives in Africa and she lives  in Sweden, she has been down there and visit him twice and they can hardly wait until they meet again.   - Totally amazing!

There are people who complain about travel to each other that takes 30 minutes by car and think it's a distance relationship haha!

I guess everything IS possible afer all !!

I think this is so sweet ,, i wish them all luck and i hope one day they can live together ore at the very least in the same country :)

So next time you complain over 30 minutes in your car ,, think about this little story !

Sweden is not so fantastic any more !

Many believe that Sweden is such a great country and we have a perfect social safety net that we can not be evicted or deported that happiness is to come to Sweden, it is unfortunately not true! We are not quite as good care of either refugees or immigrants ore ourselves, as many believe. I have a friend who I met when he came to Sweden  a serious young man who did not come here to live on benefits but wanted to study and work, , unfortunately, he was expelled after quite a long time fighting for a residence permit, this feels very sad and now he lives in Nigeria, which currently is not a safe place to be on I would have preferred that he remain here instead but it was unfortunately not up to me = (Yesterday I got anyway hear from him at last that he was ok and was in Ghana instead of in Nigeria,, thank god for that .. But I'm pretty disappointed and angry with Sweden because of this because I think it's purely embarrassing how our government behaves towards people .. refugee policy is beneath contempt, as well as much else in this country is, we take very bad care of our elderly and our sick also,, so do not believe the story of Sweden perhaps it was amazing at one time but that was then, but it is a beautiful country, beautiful in its shell ..

As a Swedish I love, after all, my country but I am very disappointed  not at least, that money has come to control so much as care for the elderly .. more and more people is also forced to seek private medical clinics they get so bad help at them through public and if you dont have plenty of money and you can not afford private medical care, you will have the worst "help" ever and we also have plenty of homeless people living on the streets even in the ice cold winter and that is NOT beautiful!

So this is not what it once was ,, and i am sometimes so shamed over my country !!  

As a human you have no value at all !!  But i dont think Sweden is the only one ,, the world has gone mad , mad and greedy !!  We dont take care of people any more its all about material things and money ..  And i have a hard time understand that , it feels so false ..  But its the same always  ,, i mean what happend to Love true love ?  Does it still excist ? Its more important what your work is and what kind of car you drive ,, Its scary out there ,, so cold !!

Can we do something to change this ? You and me ?  Can we do something ?

I want to believe that but i dont know how??  Do you ?

"Mick`arna" from Sweden =)

This two handsome men is of course from Sweden and they share the same Name :)

Mickael Nyqvist And Mikael Persbrandt !  Love Love Love them !! 

In Sweden we have had the honor of seeing them in lots of great films , but i think they are not completley unknown to the rest of the world either .. 

Mickael ore " Micke" as we say are a very usual name and i have known and know lots of "Micke "  I had a love once with that name but that was like hundred years ago when i was young hehe ..  But unfortunately for me i never had the plesure of knowing this two guys :)  

But i did meet Nyqvist once in the SVT building i was there  with my daugther to see a swedish show " Hey baberiba "  live when they record it we were in the audience and out in the entrance we met Nyqvist ,, he was very Nice and sweet  but i remeber i was very embarrassed and dident know what to say except for " hi"  haha ..  Must have done a fantastic impression,,  ore maybe Not :)

But he look fantastic IRL too and not only in the films =D

Anyways ,,  that was a little good night story about "Mick `arna "  from Sweden .. Dont ask me  why i felt like writing this because i have no idea haha :)  I blame the guldbagge gala from tonight for my weird ideas ;) 

Nite Nite , friends ..

Film Tips !

This one Trespass With the Gorgeous Nicole Kidman and Nicolas Cage was very good , i have been looking forward to see it for a wile so it was great to finally see it =)

And then i also saw a Swedish Film  With Peter Stormare ,, Jägarna 2 !

Peter Stormare has worked as an actor in L.a but came home for this film and it was a good one too ,, this trailer is in Swedish ..  In the film you can see some of the beautiful nature from Norrland in Sweden Love it !!!  :)  

Enjoy !!

Watch Out ;)

Well that is pretty much how i feel today ;P 
-How are you ? :)

Good Question !

The taste is like ass,, it is two parts ! 

2012 will be a winner !

Make every day a winning day, it's a motto I supposed to follow throughout 2012 ... I think we can influence a lot by thinking right and believe in ourselves and I will make this new year, believe in myself, because if not I believe in me who will do it? 2012 will be a good year, I can feel it in my heart ..  

This is an important week for me, it's a part that is at stake, so now i have to live up to my motto, and have this week set the bar for the whole year .. maybe a little daring, but we must dare to win!

Is loaded from the toes to the teeth,, here we go!

Wish me luck!

Hi =))

Its been months sins i was active on this blog ,, i have been very down and sad after loosing my dear dog Totti ,, and for a wile i last all interest of writing ..

Sometimes life is hard , and i know i am not alone there is many of you that has been thrue hard times as well ..

But ,, for the first time in a long time  :)  I feel like writing again , i dont know if its just right now ore if its for a longer wile ,, but who knows , time will tell !!

How have you been ? 

I hope everyone had a good Christmas and NewYears Eve ? 
My Christmas was good i spent it with my daughter and New Year i was alone home dident want to leave my dog alone with all that fireworks going on ..   ( i only have one left now also )

Its a new Year that means new opportunities  `=)  I Welcome 2012 with open arms , and i hope it will be a good one =) 

2012 is the year when i find true love be a millionaire and famous ;)  Well maybe not ,, but i do know that some of my goals will come true ,, but be famous has never been a goal for me that was just a joke ! 

I also wish something ,, a little secret prayer i have , and that i cant tell you about  but i can say that it involve someone , someone i care about i have never met this person but its someone i have felt so much respect for and someone i do like very much of what i have seen and heard from the contact we have had in the cyberworld . I have however fucked it all up just by being my sometimes very clumsy me ,, i do not always think before i talk ore in this case write , i am far to spontaneous for my own good ,, and when it is someone that Not know me for real i can imagine that its easy to missunderstand me ,, i mean if i behave like a "maniac"  its not strange at all , right ? 

But if this person in some way can give me a new chance i will try to think better in the future ,, and i dont imagining anything and i am not after anything ,, anything but friendship ,, that would make me so Happy !!  V, If you read this , Please Forgive Me !! 

I never ment any harm and if i have insulted you in any way , I am Truly Sorry  from my heart ,, i am so sorry !! 

Well ,,  that is  my biggest wish for 2012 ...  

And then i also wish for a friend of mine that she will have great year ,, she has been having a very hard time too the last month of 2011 ..   So J ,,  I hope all your dreams come true and that 2012 will be magic for you , maybe you find True Love and be Famous ? ;)   

Dreams are good we should have dreams ,, that helps us in our way and gives us hope and something to look forward to and thats important specially  when we are having hard times ,,  but we shall also remember  what we have to be greatfull for and not only remember all we want  to have ..   And no fortune no travels and no material things can replace the Love and the happiness that we got from our family and our true friends !! 

And with that i wish you all a blessed week and Love to you all <3

I wish all of you a Fantabulous New Year !

Happy Happy New Year my Friends <3

I hope 2012 will be the year when all our dreams come true ..
Take care and be safe ,, Love <3