It is dark dark times =(

Life will never be the same again , i have last my lovely dog  Totti =( 

I am so sad and lost without him ..  Today is it a week sins ´i saw him the last time he was still at the vet i was there wisiting him and the morning after they called me and told me he dident make it =( 

How i feel i cant put in to words ,, but i think that if you have ore have had a dog ore a other animal and last it then you know ! 

He was the light of my life =(    I miss him so much !!! 

He was only 2 years and 3 mounth and he was the sweetest most loving dog ever ,, but for some reason ,, some reason i never can understand he had to leave  so early from me ... 

A day on the little island outside the island =)

Me and my friend took a little daytrip over to a little island named Fårö ( sheepisland ) ..

It was a great day sunny and nice ,, we have had some Thunder over the island for 2  nights so it was nice with some sun ..

We also gave the grave of Ingrid and Ingmar Bergman a wisit they have a beautiful last place for rest on Fårö on  a graveyard with a fantastic view over the ocean ..

It has been a few sad days ,,  Because of the terrible thing that happened in Norway its crazy .. ^
My heart goes out to all the familys ,, terrible times :( 

I hope all of you are ok ,, take care , Love & Hugs !!

Hi there =)

How are you ?

I hope your summer is fantastic ..
Today it was a sunny blueskye`d warm and nice weather on the island  ..

Me Like !!!

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I send you   a little Love ,, Take care and live well Big Big Hugs .

Hot Men , If you ask Google :)

Google ,, is a fun place , i was asking for Hot Men ,,  and this is some of the results i got from first page ..  ( Yess  i am a little bored )  But i do agree on a few ,, can you guess who ? :)

Its not my days this days !

Sometimes life is a little to much !
They say one accident is never alone and thats so true ..

First my phone died just like that ,, ded !!
And then the wasching mashine is  going for the last ,, its only a mather of time before that crash too .
And then the worst ,,  My computer crashed ,, also just like that ,, can`t believe it  ,, my computer is my life i have everything in that computer shit shit shit !!!

I have now a freinds computer on lone ,, THANK GOD for  Friends <3<3<3

And yesterday  i had the worst Migrän ever i was so sick ,,  i am better today but i feel like i have been hit by a truck ore somthing ... 

You can say its not my days this days :) 

But i hope it turns around soon ,, after rein comes sun right ?  :) 

I hope everything is good with all of you and that you have a blast :)
Hugs & Love always <3<3<3

Time Fly`s

Hello everybody !

I can`t believe how fast time fly away ..
It is July ,, Last time i was writing something was June 16  thats scary ..
It felt like just a few days ago :O


How are you ? 

Are you having a good summer ?

Its been sunny and nice here over at my island but this weekend we had a little thunder too .
And today its a little cloudy  but thats alright feels almost nice with a break from the heat .

Today its a " housekeeping "  weather :)   Time for fun stuff like vacuum cleaning :P 

This most be a very Interesting blog , right ?  haha ..
Well   i don´t have so much to say  but i put in some Pic`s  :)


Have a good one !!! 

Love & Hugs <3 

(  You  should be a cat :)  What a wonderful life they have  :) ..   ) 

Thank you for reading this blog / Ewa

I can see i have readers from all kind of countries and i LOVE that .


I am grateful to you all that you want to click in and read my blog ,, it has not been so positive lately because of something very hard i have had to deal with .


But it mean the world to me that you check in =) 
Please don`t be afraid to say Hi ore leave a comment ..

I truly appreciate your support !
Thank you =)

Love & Hugs

Some pain never ends !

Sometimes it feels like i want to die ,, Because i miss you so much !

When i last my mom and dad i thought that was the worst ever that nothing can hurt that much .

It was a pain so beyond everything i ever felt . And i was  so lost ,  i last everything safe and diden`t have anyone to turn too anymore .. I was alone Totally alone ..

I still miss my parents specially my mom i think of her almost everyday , and if she had been here with us she had been 70 this Sunday .. But Shes not ..

When you are young you don `t understand everything and sometimes you are hard to your parents only see all there mistakes and don`t see everything that is good what they actually did for you ..

But you see that much more clearly when you grow up , and you can also understand things better why they maybe did like they did in some moments ..

And when you have kids of your own you understand even better specially when they are teenagers it is not always so easy to be a mother of a teenager ..

Specially not one alone mother !

How ever ,, the pain and the sadness never dies , i think i really lost a peace of myself that never can be replaced ..

But , there is one more pain that is worse  ,  , , and that is sometimes to much !!

It is  so more then to much , after the latest " thing "  that happen that i really cant take this anymore ..

I have to say goodbye to you , maybe not for ever , but for now , because you will kill me  one day if i don`t .. 
I can`t  take this anymore , i have no strength left ,, and i have to take care of my self ..
You have people all around you that "helps" you and support you in the way they believe is right ..
So you will be Okey ,,  the question is , will i ?

Well time will tell ,,  This is the worst thing  i ever done ,, but i have to !

And its not only you , i have to say goodbye to the ones that are around you too ..
I cant have any connection with you left ..

So ,, Im Sorry my love ,, but i have too ,, its the only way for me to survive this ! 


I did tell you , if you continue this little game of yours that this will happen one day , and now it has ! 

Its all over , now !

But i do have Beautiful Memories , and i will keep them in my heart for ever ! 



Maybe i see you one day but that will be one day far from now ..

I hope you be ok , and that you take good care of yourself ,, i will try do the same ! 


I Love you <3

Hello Friends =)

How are you all ?  

Do you have holiday planes ?

In Sweden its been Thunder storms from North to South and back again ,, but its not out on the Island not yet anyway ,  they said on News that we should have it by yesterday  but i guess they were wrong again =)

But i do hope we get some of it , i like thunder ,,  when you are in a house  ..

But  if you are out in a tent it is not so nice =)   That happen me and my daughter a few years ago before i moved to this island we always were here in summer on holidays and we were living in a tent on the beautiful beach in a big camping place and then one night we had the worst thunder ever  and it was so close TO close  right over our heads  ,,  that was not so fun ,, we thought we should die  that night !!

We left the tent and went to the Laundry house a small small little house for Laundry they had on the camping it was not much of a house but better then a tent anyway  so we stayed  there hold night close together with the lightning right outside the window ,,  that was scary like a horror movie =)

Anyways ,,  we diden`t die  Thank God  !!  And  now i don`t live in a tent so now it can be a little exiting with thunder and Lightnings it can be very beautiful  but  i don`t need it To Close =) 

Well that was a little story from my life =)

Take care ,, Love & Hugs <3

Hi =)

How are you ?

I hope everything is good with you !
On  "my"   Island its summer now warm and beautiful !

I hope sun shines on you too ,, and that you feel blessed and happy =) 

Love to you all , and BIG  HUGS ,, i have missed you !!

Love this Picture its so true =)

Well  maybe  this is one reason why some men older men in not so good shape believe  they are  Brad Pitt ? =D