Saturday, April 2, 2011

Why are you a Single ?

If you are a single , do you dream about that special love ? 

Ore have you once had it  and lost it ?  

Ore do you believe that love is something that can grove from a friendship maybe from a person you really don`t feel so attracted  to in the beginning but when you got to know him ore her things change ?

Ore are you a single because you have trust problems  and have been burned one time to much ?

Are you tired of questions why you are a single ? 

- A good looking  sweet and great person as yourself  who  could  have anyone ? ?  =) 

-I hate that line ,,  who wants anyone ? 
 

I am single  for all the reasons ,,  i have trust problems after being burned big time ,,   i have had love and lost it  ,, and i have been in love with someone that diden`t love me back that unhappy kind  that is so hard to let go of sometimes ... I did try love from friendship  but that was not a success =)  But most of all i want to meet that person from my dreams =) 
 

And i really feel that i can stay single to i find that special person i don`t want one only to have one  i want someone special  and if i cant find him i will stay single =) 

Some friends tell me i have to high demands and maybe i have ,, but is that wrong ? 
I know what i want and i do know what i don`t want ,  and why should i feel shamed about that ?

It feels like i am to old  to throw away my time on a relationship that diden`t stand a chance anyway ...  been there done that =)

But i do hope i one day meet that man from my dreams ;)

Maybe you now think ,, Keep on dreaming ,,  Well  i think i will ; )

Friday, April 1, 2011

Fallow your Dreams =)

I have always said that you should fallow  your dreams because as we know about we only have one life .. But sometimes  i wonder where my dreams are ?  I had lots of them but somewhere along the way i think i lost some ..  Ore did just life got in the way ??
 

Well  i don`t  know  but i do know  that i need to focus more about doing something good with my time so i have something  to look back on with a smile ..

I will not lie in a bed when im old and think about everything i dident  do  ore see  ,,  i want to look back with a smile full  of lovely memories . 

I am a girl  well woman that always have been walking my own way  for better ore worse =)  But lately i have been feeling a little like a bird without wings  i dont know why but it feels like i have last something  i have last that force inside  i had at one time and i need  to find it again ..

I am happy  i moved to Gotland  this beautiful island  gives me some peace  of mind  and the nature is so fantastic  i cant get enough of it  =) 

And i have start writing again and thats a good sign =) 

But i need more ,, i need to feel alive  from inside because that is something i havent felt  for so long now .

I do not remember when i did the last time  i mean for real   truly in my heart .... 

I am happy  when my dogs are happy when they play and run around free  that makes me happy and i am happy when i can put a smile on someones face that i like ,, but for me , myself well i dont know anymore ... 

But i do know  i need to fallow my dreams and believe in them ,,  and i need to find that focus and keep my faith =) 

Dreams is wonderful  they give you hope for the future and strength  to get there and i need to take my own advise  and ,, NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS   <3<3<3

Saturday, March 19, 2011

a most see movie =)


This time i will  write about a Swedish / Danish  movie  with my favorite Swedish Actor in the head character Mikael Persbrandt ..

 This movie also got an golden globe for the best non English speaking  movie ..

And it has a very important story ..  

I am going to buy this Dvd ....

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Tsunami Again =(

This Tsunami that hit Japan yesterday morning is very scary  it most be terrible times for everybody there and for family members in other country`s seeing the news about what happen`d  knowing they have loved ones there =( 

I pray for all of them !! 

It feels like this nature disasters comes more and more often the Tsunami in Thailand the Katharina ore Kathrina storm  and the terrible disaster in Tahiti ..

And now this too  =( 

It is very sad ..  My heart goes out to them ...

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Dog ore Wolf ??















Can you see who is who ?  =) 

I am as i think you all know by now a big animal lover and dogs are very close to my heart and also the wolfs I am strongly against the hunt of this animals and i want to say that the problems if it ever been any depends on us people not the animals  we have to learn to  leave them alone and respect them ,, if we do that  they do the same..  

This is a few of my favorite pics  some are of dogs and some are wolfs  but who is who ?   ;)

My own Leyla is also on the pics of course .. 
Leyla is a Shiloh Shepherd very close alike with the wolfs shes now 7 month & 3 weeks =)